the long hiatus..

Yupp, it had been so long..ages as i like to say it...i always say i have lot of things to share ...but never get posted here ...I'm not sure why it was hard to write...

"Napa dah lama tak update your blog?"..."Linyer blog tak der paper yang baru pun?" ..."Ur sis blog r more updated than yours"..."Li ...bz sangat ker?"..."Writer's block yek.."...all of those statement...question....

Hmm...i don't have writer's block...neither was busy...just that ...the mood of writing was basically not there when in front of the screen..it just went blur ...and tup tap...i moved on..without living a trace in this blog of mine...

It had been 10 months since i started my journey as a doctor...it had been a rollercoaster journey...sad, happy, fear, lonely, blur, name it..there are all mixed up creating a termendous picture of my journey through this short yet "long" 10 months...

Several things happened, several things don't happened, several things just stay the same....Kak Ina is in Sydney, Aufa Zahidi is part of my life, Ariff already in kindergarden, Infectious Disease is my new love, O&G is what i'm doing right now, browsed bangkok and stayed in jakarta,hosted tv program, being 50 most eligible bachelor, involved in accident, ....that just part of it...meeting and losing people..indulging numerous tasty stuff...in and out of health...feeling up, down,and in between it...are partly, ofthe other part of it....

I know i had been missing lot of memories that i can browse through if i managed to capture it here .....yet ..they must be reason why it won't end up here ....everything must be for a reason...

Nevertheless, i'm back..had started writing back for the last one month...the little white and black book...writing in blog is interesting...but the classical way of noting the moments are best done by hand and paper...

For people who had been asking me for a long long time...it was not because of all of those reason...i was just re-organizing myself, refining my attitude, and redefining my mind....I guess...hahaha...but saying that, thank you for people who were concerned about me...i'm not blogging for people to read about myself...yet, i'm glad as people step in inside here to peek and feel what my life felt...

Hope this is the end of ....a long hiatus...